Difference

Something seems different in the air around me.



The group I hang with are the same.

Of course, they're my former college mates.

The people around me are the same.

Of course, they're Malaysian.

In fact, the only difference is that I'm in KL. Alone. Well staying with relatives. Think secondary school in Singapore.

I'm also in uni now, where I'm supposed to be having and living the funnest, most exhilarating moment of my life.




Only, it isn't happening.

For all I've thought of, dreamed of, hoped of, wished of and even craved for, nothing - and I mean nothing, is going the way it should have seemed.

Coming back Sunday. For a week. It's mid-sem break. It's the only time I can start afresh and regroup for this living horror show.

For now.