Here's to hoping that everything, and with that I mean everything, will go according to plan.

If there ever was a plan in the first place.

Was there?

Or is it another illusion, guiding me through another maze of nothingness, leading to yet another one of those dead ends. Over and over again.

Well screw that. Screw it hard. It's time to bring matters into the hands of my own. So fuck you, conscience, I'm off to bed.

Oh and Chang Thai, I swear I'll stop playing your Nintendo DS after I'm done with this latest cup, unless of course, I unlock another one in the end! Muahaha.

Ah, how fun it is to be a sad, sad medical student.