Sitting on a fence sucks.

Especially when deciding to lower yourself down on either side are a maze of uncertainties.

So yes.

Big-ass fucking dilemma.

One that I need over and done with quick.

Though the easiest option is to wait for time to pass me by.

The safest option;

the only option I've sworn by;

which is why I'm still stuck in this shithole.

Fuck this lame excuse I call a life.



On a side note, I watched Kelly Clarkson.

She's the bomb.

3 times better than David Archuleta.

Wish I she'd release a live album 'cos she's one of them artists that sing better live. I swear, A LOT BETTER.

Yeah, be jealous, fools.



Though it does make me ponder one thing,

will I ever be able to enjoy my career as much as hers?