Thank you. So much. For successfully ass raping my entire holiday.

What started off as anxiety that evolved into depression before reaching acceptance has now spawned into anger.

Now time is zooming by at a dizzying speed, friends who I'd promised to meet are returning to hell, it's just not fucking working out!

What's worse is that open arms are being met coldly with unclenched fists. I hate myself for being an arrogant wanker, but I'd hate myself even more for succumbing to revealing a weakness of any sort. God damn superiority complex this is.

So what turned out as a holiday of rekindling memories has instead become an ancient portrait - barred behind glass doors, never to be touched upon ever again.