I thought 2008 would be shit.

But I was wrong.

So I hoped 2009 would be better.

But I was wrong.

Here I am - stuck at home, with the only excuse of meeting my friends being lunchtime or dinnertime get-togethers. Pathetic, not to mention desperate.

So what I thought would be a time of reunion has materialised to be quite the contrary, with everyone else going back to continue with studies. It's sad. Being stuck at home while everyone else is out.

Pah.

Mindless rambling.

It wasn't ever gonna happen was it?

So just watch as I descend undeniably into this quicksand.

A black hole

of emptiness.